I Must Come Back
Badger Clark
Skylines and Woodsmoke
Badger Clark Memorial Society
© 1993
I dread the break when I shall die,
Not from my human friends, for they
Are shifting shadows such as I,
And soon will follow me away;
But from my earth that still must swing
From day to dusk, from dark to dawn,
Slow shimmering on from spring to spring
Through all the years when I am gone.
How many loving clouds will fold
The piny peaks in tender mist;
What sunsets turn the sky to gold
What sparkling winter days will loose
The chuckle of the chickadee
Among the silent, snowy spruce -
And I shall not be here to see!
An old street dweller's soul may call
For that fair City of No Night,
Boxed in a four-square echoing wall
Of jasper, beryl and chrysolite,
But I should wish the endless song
Of crashing choirs were just the lark,
And close light-weary eyes and long
For starry, summer-scented dark.
No, when the waning heartbeat fails
I ask no heaven but leave to wend,
Unseen but seeing, my old trails
With deathless years to comprehend,
My Earth, the loveliness of you,
From all your gorgeous zodiac,
Down to a glistening drop of dew.
I must come back! I must come back!
